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Monday, March 29, 2010
A death by love I know you won't forgive me . Like what i say, i don't mean to hurt your feelings . How could you gave me back all the things that i bought for you . Especially, the bear that i bought specially just for you . I don't understand with you . Do you appreciate it ? I can't sleep peacefully at night . What i think is about you . The guilt is killing me. Little by little, day by day, is getting worse . I don't know why, i feel sad and angry all the time . I don't why and i don't know what is wrong with me . You were a sweet night mare . You brought me a happiness . As well as heartache . You made me laugh, you made me cry, you made me smile, you made broke my heart, you abused my love . Even though you broke my heart, even though you left me sleepless the past few night, i still care for you with all of my heart . I can't stop loving you .Things i learned about love is that once you get it, it's hard to let it go or give it up . Sometimes it come and goes like a passing cloud . Love is a delicious poison . I'm dying a slow death, a very painful death . A death by love . Labels: a death by love Thursday, March 25, 2010
It's hard for me ' It's hard for me ): ' Why are you like this ? What happen to you ? I'm talking to you and you're walking away . When i ask you about something you did'nt answer me . When i said to you that i will wait for you at one place you ignore . So, i've been waiting and waiting for you come . What actually you want from me ? You said you love me so much as much then me . But, i got the feelings that you admire someone else, and it's obvious that you wrote down that letter 'A' at your hand yesterday . Since when you like or falling in love with her ? And i was shock that, the girl that you like now is my own friend . How could you do this to me ? Did i ever admire someone else when i'm still go on with you ? NO . I know that i've broke your promise and i've hurt your feelings . But, like what i say i don't mean to lie or to hurt your feelings . I've tried to explain it to you yesterday but, you don't undestand . I don't know what to do now . It's very hard for me . Oh god, please help me .. -_- Labels: ): Wednesday, March 24, 2010
You'll never know You'll never know How much I loved you, How much I cared. You'll never know About my pain, About my broken heart. You'll never know How much I cried, Just lying on my bed . You'll never know How much i think of you . You won't undestand . Labels: ): Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Hard To Make You Understand . "HARD TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND" I admit that i'm wrong . That day i told you that i don't want to talk to him, and you know why ? it is because that i know that you don't like him and i'm angry with him about something. Yes, i do talk to him yesterday so, it's my fault . I know it hurt your feelings and you don't like it . But, i don't mean to lie to you or to hurt your feelings . It's very hard to explain it to you . And it's very very hard to make you undestand . Labels: )): Friday, March 12, 2010
Today : Hey i'm currently in school wating for someone . He's having parent meeting & principle talk . So sad that his mother didn't come ); Hmmm i'm bored down here . Omg ! tomorrow i'm having NPCC camp in school for two days one night . I feel like not going for the camp coz i will be misssing someone . I'm sure you guys know who is he . Okaeey thats all for today . If i'm free i will update my blog, if not i'm so sorry . Byyyyyeeeee ^_^ . Labels: ^_^ Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Hard to undestand I know i've dissapoint you guys . I have a reason why i made that decision . I know it's hard for you guys to understand my situation . You guys won't undestand me . Labels: Hard to undestand . Tuesday, March 9, 2010
(: Now, Masleena life changed . Happy & Smile . And this is what i want . Labels: (: Tuesday, March 2, 2010
After you walk out from my life . My lifes changed after you walk out from my life. I use to be with you everyday . You're always be there for me . But now, I have to continue my life without you beside me . Even though it's hard for me . I must try my best . Me without you is like a mess. Me without you is pointless . I keep on thinking about the past . Keep on thinking about you . I know that you falling in love with someone else . kanzul love _____ . You won't know and you won't understand how painfull my heart is . One day, you will fell what i feel now . I just want the best for you . Labels: ): This Feelings; I have been thinking of you, And the way you make me feel. I'm getting scared now Cause these feelings feel so real, I've always felt it, But it's never been this strong I cannot fall now I've got to hold on. When my eyes are on you It's so hard to look away. When its time too leave you I so badly want to stay. I want to tell you What's running through my head But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead, Cause I want nothing to jeopardize The relationship that we created over the months, And I don't want to be left Heartbroken and in tears. I want you to know how I feel, And that I mean it, sometimes I just want to scream it, its real. These words have been bottled up inside They explain the feelings I hide And the failed times I've tried. I don't know how much longer I will keep this in, Thinking of ways, Don't know where to begin. Deeply confused, Don't know what to do, I'll just leave it be, wait and see, It will happen if it's meant to be. I have your heart, But I really want your love This is tearing me apart; I don't know what to do I just want to be with you, Make you happy and make you smile. Though times I cant see you for a while, Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled. It's hard to know you're with someone else When all I want is you here with me, I want to show you what this could be; I don't want to tell you I want you to just open up your eyes and see. I want you to feel it, The feelings that I feel, I really want to show them, These feelings are so real. But I can't show you, I probably never will because I want to walk, but your standing still. These are the feelings inside of me, That are locked away Drowning my heart in misery. No one can understand me. One day, you will fell what i feel now . Labels: ): |
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